yes. it has changed yet again but that is what it is all about. i was sitting here decorating, revamping and deciding what works best and you know what i realized? life continues to evolve and so should we. however, we should not change who we are but only to make life better for ourselves.
as i sat here listening the an oldie soundtrack of “Grease”
i thought about what makes us feel better, what makes us smile and i came up with this: we go back in time to remember the days that did make us happy or smile or feel complete. as we grow older things change so much that we long for those times when shit was simple.
i used to have a lot of fun, dancing, singing, being me and i honestly don’t know what happen to me. oh yea, i love to sing or at least i used too. i know it takes something really drastic to stop the one true think that used to make you smile. so why do we put ourselves through this misery?
Olivia sure had right when she sang; she always looked happy, beautiful, even aging she seemed ok and the unfortunate thing is she had to depart. even the good ones go – right?
what i am trying to point out is i was trying to figure out why i stopped doing the things i love most. i know because i used to be in love. in love with someone, in love with life basically and all that changed in an instant. i am to old now to purse that happiness and because i settle for what i have, the dreams, the happiness have disappeared.
don’t forget: be unconditional