I often write about simplifying my creations, taking a more “WORD” approach, but I also usually find myself creating things I see. I believe the message is clear enough, we should all take a step back and rethink our lifestyles. Figuring out what works and what doesn’t isn’t always easy.
My projects lately also reflect the mood I have been enduring. I am totally stressed about work all the time and my body is beginning to break down. The feelings, the emotions, also have appeared, crying, being cranky, pretending to be happy when I am not but the good news is that I am aware, which is a reminder I am not crazy.
I am trying to find solutions to my present situation. I need to work to make money in order to survive but with all my efforts, jobs are few and far between or employers don’t want to hire me. It is interesting with all my experience and qualifications, you would think they would just at it. The one’s who do are bogus jobs implemented without paying much at all or related spam to suck you into something else.
I have been working from home since 2018 and living this shelted life has really made me rethink a new work environment. My current job has left me feeling less confident as they have forced me to take on a new line of business and although I have expressed my feelings and concerns, they insist I have no choice. This is just unacceptable in the real world.
How does someone fight this fight? You don’t. Quitting would put me in a bad place financially and they won’t fire me. Therefore, another suggestion that was made is stress leave. I hate that word because it makes me feel more incompetent but nonetheless, I must see a doctor which hopefully will give me a medical note. Good Luck! right?
If that does work then I can take the time I need to figure out my next move.
I do want to work for sure, retirement is still 5 years away. Maybe I will be lucky enough that another employer will see my qualifications and I will finally find my place. I the meantime, I wish you all a good day and remember, all is chaotic enough without making your path more complex. Find your moment and your words.