time is passing and life still does not change and not matter how hard i try, nothing makes me happy. work is awful, the people suck and my surroundings are more than stressful. i can’t seem to find a moment of joy and when i pretend, i feel as though i am cheating at this…
Category: mental health words
Say Nothing and Watch What Happens
humanity. defined as: “collective humans or classified as homo sapiens”. the word is politically correct and yet when you use these words, some will be offended. for the last 10 days, i have observed and watched different cultures in their own perspectives and i have to say, we are no different. we may speak a…
Mixed Emotions Can Kill a Buzz
dealing with life can be exhausting. i am by far the expert on what people need and want or knowing the right moment to share my honest thoughts but we must trust our instincts and hope that the other person will understand. my last post was very upsetting, i know but it had to be…
Stop and Think Before You Speak
what is it about people that makes you question all of your efforts for success? I’ll tell you. the lack of understanding and respect. most people don’t even give a second thought when speaking out loud and saying whatever they want or feel, yet others try the same thing and get victimized or reprimanded for…
Life isn’t suppose to be like this
CONSUMED: the word of the day. i struggle with being satisfied with my life only because i know in my own world, the pieces don’t fit. there are things that i want and can’t have, moments when i think “why not” and most of all the confidence in myself no longer exists. it is a…
Mastering the Art of Crying
Sunday morning thoughts running through my head. What is words? for that matter what am I all about? The one unique thing you probably don’t know about me is that used to be all about music. It didn’t matter where I was or who I was with, I had some sort of song going on…
I Would die for you but I won’t because you need me
Living through tragedy and loss is a big deal. It is one of those moments when you question everything about your life, how you lived it and what you have in the present. I don’t care who you are, unless you have superpower to work out all your problems ( which doesn’t exist ) at…
Not Pretending is Worse Than Faking it
it was kind of a tongue twister thinking out loud. i can’t tell you how many times i have heard the phrase: “fake it ’til you make it” which is total bullshit. how can you pretend to be something or someone you are not and feel good about it? YOU CAN’T i became very authentic…
How Lifestyles aren’t as Bad as You Think
YOU are powerful. Dare to Decide the Path that Best Suits YOU People gain power by what they believe can be accomplished. The more you push, the more you gain. NOT true. Power is an illusion. It begins by filling you up in order to succeed and tricks your brain with false acceptances. The result:…
The relationship between you, yourself and me
yes, not in the order you would assumed but let me tell you a story. once upon a time, there was a girl. isn’t that the way they always start? not this story. there is a fine line between, feeling good in relationships and understanding happiness with another person. we sacrifice our needs and wants…